this weekend sucks. ARGH. i can't wait for it to be over!!!! i'm completely stressed out. and not because of school work!! i'm just freaking unlucky, with all sorts of unplanned engagements and spilling soup over my Seventeen magazines and my calculator!!!!!!! ARGHHH. die die die. i want my calculator back!!!! freak. can't wait for this term to end. my money has been flying away like nobody's business.

my boarding master helped me fax in the registration form for the Swissotel Vertical Marathon. yay. he's the 2004 Veteran Champion, and he's really fit! haha. shall get into full training mode and ask him for pointers. whee. gtg for Chemistry and Drugs now=( boring. climbed 60 stories during recess and 20 before sch. wah, my time was so slow. must train harder. i think i'll go running later=)

took part in the NIE biathlon today. it was fun!! there were a whole group of RGS girls there. me, darinne, cheryltay, seet, shauna, pamela, and ms.cheryl!! hanging out together is fun! haha. and u notice that most of us are swimmers=D yay. darinne says swimmers are posers. partly cause seet swam breaststroke and darinne swam free but seet was still faster. haha.

alisa gave me lots of tips before the race. and i just found out that she's coming to RJC next year! yay. i hope she's in my house/class.

i think i came in Fifth. the results shld be online before the week ends. but i looked at the timings list which the officials put up and i think i'm fifth. haiz. so close to third!!! shld have ran faster. darn. now i miss out on the prizes=( oh well. considering i go for trng once a week, i shld be contented. will train harder next yr.

seet and i had fun applying freesunblock and deep heat. there were so many diff types! whee. she got the cooling one and i bought the one with the highest SPF. cheryl and darinne are strongly against deep heat. wait till you get old! my skin will be much more beautiful! haha.

it's my cousin Lydia's birthday today=) the cake was yummy. chocolate fudge from Four Leaves=) before that went to Thai Village for lunch. wah. the place is damn ex man. and not really that gd. i ate duck's feet!! haha. i don't understand why it's so ex, there's not even any meat. haha.

alisa says there's a vertical marathon coming up. 86 stories. should i go join? but i'm not sure if i'll be in Singapore then cause i'm supposed to go to Perth. and it'll be bloody tiring. haha. if i join, i need someone to train with me. i think i'll climb up and down the stairs every recess. anyone interested?

i feel like giving up on this blog. blogging is so time consuming. and sometimes even when i have time to spare, i don't feel like updating. it's like exercising. sometime you just don't feel like doing it and once u stop to take a break, you won't feel like going back to it. but then again, exerise has proven benefits while blogging is, erm, not very useful at all. haiz. but blogs are gd cause u can upload pictures. haha. i wonder how long more everyone will continue blogging for. it can't be for the rest of our lives can it? dunno lah. i think i'll stop at the end of the yr. when i more on to RJC for better things to come. hahaha. it's just that i think i'll be much more abosrbed with sch stuff and the new CCAs i want to take up so i shldn't waste my time anymore. yah.

this weekend was quite fun. went down to Ngee Ann City for the Festival of the Deaf. it's ok lah. a bunch of 409ers were helping out there for their SL project. Cherylyang too!! haha. nth special happened. it's just that meeting cheryl at Orchard is cool cause we've been talking of going to Red Earth @ Orchard for the past week. hahaha. her mum's friend works there. after popping by the fest, i went with my aunt to Meritius Mandarin for a talk on Autism. some of the speakers were boring, but the mum of an autistic child was quite touching when she shared her experiences of raising one. then my aunt and i went to the mooncake fest at the basement of Taka and she followed me while i tasted all the mooncakes=) she isn't interested in food. haha. and dinner was at Pepper Lunch. it was an interesting experience because u get to cook your own food. but actually most of it is already done for u, all u have to do is spread the seasoning and mix everything up. haha. but the food wasn't anything special and it's quite expensive so i wouldn't recommend it to my friends/family. yah. but there was a long queue when we came out. after dinner walked around Kinokuniya and then to Orchard Library. borrowed some Makeup books and a novel titled White Oleander. i borrowed it cause it sounded like a bestseller to me. hahaha. will start on it once i finish Memoirs of a Geisha which i borrowed from Alcina and the 5 copies of seventeen i borrowed from Alison. haha=)

Happy Birthday ShinJung! and Happy Birthday Yunlin whose birthday falls 2 days later. and Xinmiao whose birthday falls on the 21!! WHEEE

i'm sick of options. i hate staying back for hours for just for some lessons. why can't we leave before 1pm?? what's the rational?? craziness. i can't wait for this to end!!

bel wants Netball Carn, Farewell Alma Mater, Swim Team Dec Trip to Genting to come!!!

just going to reply to the tags=)
abby: welcome back abby!! haha, i think you're the only one. but zhixu calls me belda=) shopping on Monday!! whee
grace: hey! smart grace! haha.
passerby: that's cause Floorball wasn't a CCA this yr. but Mr.Hodge said it'll be next yr!=) i prefer Floorball=)
yuhui: hey! thank you=D you're not really late lah=)

hey. i've finally found the time to upload all my birthday pictures=) i'm too busy going out and having fun!! haha. anyway, go to Profile and click on the link. i still haven't uploaded Swim Nats or gasp! Sports Fest yet!! i think i won't after all. hahaha. no time. it seems i'm forever busy. even without school work. haha. i've decided not to join Studen't Council next year. i want time to join Swimming, Waterpolo, and Floorball!!=D haha. actually, i don't think i'll join Floorball. it's just false hope. whee.

thank you everyone who wished me Happy Birthday! even if some of u were 2 days late. hahaha. esp to Abby, Tianni, Siqian, Cheryltay, Shinjung, Yang2, Yunlin, Vanessa, Frances, Alcina, and Mrs.Chew!! =D hehe. thank you so much. love you all!!

this yr is a very interesting yr. most of my presents came in the form of food!! haha. whether it was via, Haagen Dazs Vouchers, Mooncakes, KFC and what nots. Muahaha. YUMYUM. thank you so much guys!!=)

today was fun! Siqian, Abby, Yunlin, Cheryltay, Vanessa, Tianni, Yangyang and ShinJung came for my birthday picnic=) but we ended up not having a picnic cause it poured just as we were planning to have lunch=( so sad. we ended up having our "picnic" in Burger King! haha. although we didn't buy anything and we came in dripping wet. the staff even put the yellow sign saying Caution Wet Floor at the door. haha. me, cheryltay, abby and siqian were the only ones who were dry. cause we were cycling in groups and the 4 of us reached first. but abby went back out to get the rest, so she was soaked too. and i gave her a big hug when i saw her!! hahaha. cheryl, siqian, and i were wondering where they could be taking shelter. and we were so glad to see them!! hugs all round!!! haha. i hope none of them are going to get sick tmr=/ yang and tianni ended up with injuries!=( thankfully it's quite minor. and yunlin is now tramautised, apparently because Cheryl didn't control their Tandem bicycle properly or sth. haha. we survived an outing with pple who can't cycle!!=) and everyone had a nice time! at least i hope so!=) i did!

girls! you guys rock! i had a fantabulous day today! in spite of all the mishaps! haha. there were so many unfortunate incidents lah! and yang, sj n i were 45min late n cheryltay siqian tianni van had to wait for like 1 1/2=( sorry! first we when to e wrong bus stop n waited for a bus that dosen't go by. then we went past White Sands n didn't even know it although e building is so big! haha. but after that was fun! until it rained and we got separated=/ but we met at Downtown East Burger King.=)

Abby bought Tiramisu for all of us!!=) from Emicakes! whee. i've always wanted to try Emicakes! and she got me a Durian cake too! that was yummy! there was real durian! haha. n they sang Happy Birthday, in English Chinese and French very very loudly in the middle of Burger King!! n we didn't even buy anything. haha. btw, yunlin got me a Bengawan Solo mooncake cause she said she didn't think there wld be a cake for me. haha. i love mooncakes!=) yummy.

after that i partnered vanessa n we cycled back to return the bicycles. yunlin has learnt how to cycle!! in one day! haha. but cheryl n abby were running faster than her bicycle. haha. we all stood by the sides of the entrance to the bicycle kiosk n clapped n cheered as if we were supporters at a marathon. haha. even the man in charge was shouting. wohoo. hahaha.

i'm not going to put all the pics up now. tmr i'm having the second half of my bdae celebrations!=) going to Alcina's House to watch movies. haha. i don't go to cinemas. so ex=) and guess what? alcina's mum (mrs.chew wai ling) is going to bake me a cake!=D at least she's planning to. according to Frances. i'm going to stop by Chocolat and Spice to get muffins and other pastries before walking over to Al's house. heck care the diet=D n i'll bring my cam to make sure i get every single defining moment. haha. then i'll put e bdae album up=)

today-

me and jung the ultra pro


me, abby, and our tiramisus=) See e BK backdrop? haha


the lovely durian paste cake. teehee.



all of us! thank you for celebrating with me!! it means a lot to me=)

what a long entry!=) it was so physically and mentally strenous to type this out. i think i took 2 hours!! GAH. the *** computer ***!! it shuts down every few minutes and it's *** slow!! my mum keeps saying my dad cares bout me, but if he does, then he wouldn't force me to put up with this S***!! argh. complete waste of time. n no wonder my eyesight is deproving. sth which shld be done in half and hour takes thrice as long!!! ARGH! i'm will refraining from obscenties only cos i'm supposed to be happy now. my dad says go and by a nice dress for the prom. n he wants to ask my aunt (the one who is Nich's mum) to go out with me to buy. my foot lah. i don't even want one tt much. his problem is that everything i need, he refuses to allow me to get. but if i don't want sth, he give me no peace unless i go buy it. and he thinks i'm being ungreatful. MY FOOT ARH. i want contact lenses(how else am i going to play waterpolo) and a working computer. but no. what i get instead is a useless Prom dress and the "privilege" of getting to buy air tickets every single freaking holiday to go to Perth to ROT AWAY. pay to stone n get fat. where's the freaking logic. what i need is a credit card and a car. then my life will be FINE. i don't need my family, i know what to do with my life lah. hello, i think that someone who lives alone will know how to make decisions regarding her life. i hate how i look forward to sharing with them, but end up being criticised/annoyed. i always end up feeling bloody pissed. shit.

from a brilliant entry to one full of agnst. haiz. my dad is one hell of a man to be able to turn everything around with his one phone call.